Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Yao: I'm gonna hit you so hard, it'll make your ancestors dizzy.
The Emperor of China: You don't meet a girl like that every dynasty.
Fa Zhou: The greatest gift and honor...is having you as a daughter.
Grandmother Fa: Who spit in her bean curd?
Shang: Ping, you' are the craziest man I've ever met, and for that I owe you my life. From now on, you have my trust.
Mushu: My little baby, off to destroy people.
...I love this movie =]
Haha although I'm actually not watching it anymore. I was, but now I'm watching Spirit.
My normal-people live TV isn't working, so the only thing I'm able to watch are VHS's and DVD's :p
My VHS player scares me.
I've noticed that when I watch a movie (on a video-tape) and then I fall asleep, when I wake up the video tape has been rewound. This happens every time.
I really wanted to know why so I decided to conduct an experiment. I put a movie on and then let it play way past the credits until the screen went black. After a minute or two the screen went from black to a static black and white. I let it play like that for about ten minutes and nothing happened. It didn't rewind.
It doesn't rewind itself while I'm awake but it does if I fall asleep and the movie ends. I don't understand, how is it doing this?
...Oh well, I guess the world may never know.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting older and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're going to let me
I'm getting tired and I need someone to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting older and I need something to rely on
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know
Saturday, November 6, 2010
So apparently November is National Write A Novel Month, who knew?
I found out just last week and decided to do it. The initial goal is to write 50,000 words, or 175 pages, before November 30th. Quantity, rather than quality, is the highest importance. The focus is just getting it done as a rough draft, and then December is the month of revising and editing.
http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/user/763881 <---My story is here, if you want to check it out.
I'm writing under a pen name, and have no intention of trying for publication, this is just for fun. I started a bit late though, so I'm four or five days behind. I'm hoping to catch up soon.
I figure this is better than No-Shave-November :p
I love this movie =]
...and the book and the author and...
I really want this cold to go away! I hope it does soon, it's not that I don't enjoy its company or anything, but I would like to resume my social life sometime soon.
On the plus side, I'm starting to get abs from coughing so much :D
Anyway, I hope you all have a wonderful Saturday.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
In other words, I don't want to do my chemisty so instead I'm procrasting
...with more chemisty... (This does not bode well for my future)
(The abridged version)
1. The energy of the radiation: radiation doses are measured in rads (short for radiation absorbed dose), the higher the energy content that more damage can be caused.
2. The penetrating ability of the radiation: The particles and rays produced in radioactive processes vary in their abilities to penetrate human tissue.
3. The ionizing ability of the radiation: Extraction of electrons from biomolecules to form ions is particularly detrimental to their functions. The ionizing ability of radiation varies dramatically.
4. The chemical properties of the radiation source: When a radioactive nucleotide is ingested into the body, its effectiveness in causing damage depends on its residence time.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Take every little moment in.
Remember how you feel when air fills your lungs as you take a deep breathe.
Embrace the imperfections and anomalies of life.
Everything has beauty, even when broken.
This world, this life, it belongs to you, and only you.
And in decades or centuries from now it will belong to someone else.
But for now it's yours.
So don't look back and don't slow down, every second counts.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
To me it seemed like a plain green oval.
She asked me what I saw, and I told her just that; it was a plain green oval.
I was then instructed to pay close attention.
She held it upright and said, "Pickle"
and then turned it upside down and said, "Cucumber".
The sad part is?
I totally see it now as a pickle/cucumber rather than a plain green oval. I wonder if this is because it actually looks like a pickle/cucumber or just because that's what she told me it's supposed to be.
It's witchcraft I tell you.
Hmm so it's another one of those saturday nights...or more appropriately, sunday mornings where I can't sleep. That's right people, the desire to sleep has left the building (or body?).
I don't know why, I'm just really wired right now, but I know that if I watch TV or do some homework my drowsiness will hit me like a freight train and I'll finally understand the true extent of how tired I really am.
That's why I'm typing now. So I can avoid said scenario from happening.
I don't know about you but I'm in a bar-fighting mood.
You know those days when you just feel the need to walk into an old western saloon and challenge the first bow-legged, over weight, toothless man you see to a shoot out?
On the other hand, maybe not...Well I think I'm going to go save some orphans from a ferocious gang of bears who beat their victims with sticks. I was going to try and redecorate my blog...but I probably won't have time, those bears are pretty notorious.
I hope you have a good time during those few awkward hours between night and morning.
Good bye for now,
My relationship with Pop Culture applies to the saying 'keep your friends close and your enemies closer'.
Anyway I bring this up because the song 'Love the Way You Lie' has been stuck in my head for the past two days. I'm not going to lie, I actually don't mind Eminem.
This is my first post in almost three months. Weird, huh? Not that I was posting much to begin with :p
After a summer in four different states it's nice to be back in California. I feel bad for shifting to a generally serious subject on my first post since I've been back but it's been on my mind recently.
I just can't help but feel sympathetic for my great grandmother, I mean this woman practically raised me, while my parents were doing...whatever they were doing at the time, I spent the first few years of my life with her.
She isn't exactly a very tolerable woman, she's very independant and tends to meddle in the affairs of others but she's had such a horrible life, filled with abuse and hardships, and now she's elderly and although she may not admit it, she's become increasingly fragile over the years.
Her children are both dead, one blew himself up while trying to escape from prison, the other had a heart-attack at forty, and she only has one grandchild who will take care of her (i.e. my dad). Even then there are so many people in my family who talk horribly about her behind her back on a daily basis. It shouldn't matter about what she's done in the past or even how difficult she can be sometimes.
I call twice a week and try to visit at least every other weekend, but it's hard when no one else is putting effort into maintaining a relationship with her. It makes her happy when someone calls or vists.
She's just so lonely. That's not how it's supposed to be.
But then again, nothing's the way it's supposed to be anymore.
I remember when I was younger I absolutely despised the phrase, "Life's unfair".
My mom used it against me on almost everything.
I have a new understanding of that phrase now than I did seven years ago.
Will I still interpret that phrase the same way seven years from now?
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Anyway my venting's over...sorry it was so weird.
On a happier note today I will be going to a top secret, strictly on a need to know basis meeting with some of the other agents. I'd tell you more about it, but then I'd have to kill you...
Just kidding =] We don't do that anymore, erasing someone's memories is the hot new thing to do. You might be a little disoriented afterwards, but no worries, it wears off...or at least I think it does.
Haha anyway a big happy early birthday to Kumquat =] =]
Friday, May 28, 2010
I always knew when it was going to get ugly because my mom would walk into my room and tell me to close my door.
I wonder if they knew that no slab of ivory-painted wood would keep their heated words from going through our paper thin walls and into my ears.
I wonder if they truly know how much I've heard.
Sometimes I'd cry into my pillow at night so that no one heard me, but deep down inside I secretly wished that someone, anyone, would walk into my room and comfort me. But no one ever came.
I used to never understand why my brother and sister always argued with our mom and step-dad but as I grow older it's all getting clearer. Our mom and step-dad get so angry over the littlest things...I think it's because they're unhappy.
Neither of them planned for a life like this. Both of them used to be just a kid, like me. They pictured themselves as happy, successful grown-ups living the American Dream. They deserve a happier ending than the one that they ended up with.
Even though as the three of us get older, everything mellows out. There's a lot less yelling and arguing...you could even say that things are almost, almost close to being normal. But sometimes, every once in a while someone will blow up and a fight begins, except this time instead of simply listening, I find myself being a part of it. I just...don't like the pain that sorrow brings.
I'm sorry, this is weird. I don't really know why I'm writing this. I guess I want to talk. My family doesn't talk or dicuss anything rationally, they only yell and during arguments emotions run high. I don't want pity or sympathy or anything of the sort, I just don't want to fight or yell or anything anymore. I want to talk.
...I need to stop writing like this, I'm sorry again, for my weird little vent. This is what happens when I'm alone too long, my thoughts wander into the restricted corners of my mind.
This is a really long entry...sorry.
But one last thing.
To Wavery Smithers, I really hope you read this.
You're pure sunshine. I mean a day without you is a day in the dark.
You're bright and bubbly and have the ability to put a smile on anyone's face.
I could go on forever about how amazing you are, truly, I could but I'll save that for when I write in your make-shift yearbook.
Anyway...you going away if hard for everyone; Kumquat, Rachelle, me, and I know it's definitely hard on you too. But I want you to know that I think you going to the new school next year is the right thing.
I would jump through hoops if that would make you stay and you mean so much to me, so it isn't that I want you to go but I want you to be happy.
You need to do what you want, it's your life and you need to do what makes you happy.
One of the best secret agents I know wrote something to me a few days ago. She told me that she would love me forever and always and then for infinity.
So, I'm going to make a promise to her now. That I'll love her forever and always and then for infinity also.
And I pinky promise that no matter where life takes us we will always be friends.
I hope you remember one thing:
The people around us may influence our lives, but they do not control them. We are in control of our own lives.
So don't let anyone tell you thast just because you're farther away that you can't keep your old friends. It's up to you to decide wether you want to keep us around or not.
(But I mean, come on, who wouldn't want to keep *us around? We're like the coolest kids ever :D)
P.S. I'm also saving the cornier and more sentimental things for your make-shift yearbook... :p
* When I say 'us' I mean our group :p
Saturday, May 22, 2010
It goes like this:
A: Do you know why Williw Nelson really died?
B: No, why?
A: He was playing 'On The Road Again'
Told you, ut's corny :p
For all who don't know, Willie Nelson came up with the song 'On The Road Again'.
(This is the song for all of you who've never heard it)
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Haha had an amusing, fun, somberero-filled pre-birthday day with Rachelle, whom (Whom or who?) I love with all my heart.
And we both glow :D
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Agent Kumquat brought up a very good point in a comment, it got me thinking about plants. There's supposed to be a balance. We need what plants give us (Oxygen) and plants need what we give them (Carbon Dioxide). According to that everything should be equal, we shouldn't have excess amounts of Carbon Dioxide, but still we do since the ratio of plants to animals isn't equal.
So...more plants less people?
What do you think?
Friday, May 7, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
(Like so many other things this made much more sense in my head.)
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
His voice is, well, according to a corny mid-nineties movie spoof it has the ability to destroy aliens. I don't know where I stand with him, I mean some people think he's one of the greatest musicians one will ever come by while others have said that he makes their ears bleed, it's harsh, I know.
I really like his song 'Times They Are A-Changing' and desputably mediocre voice or not, his songs do have very insightful, enlightening messages. I don't know, I think I do like him, I mean I'm not prepared to become an extreme, die-hard Dylan fan but when asked I won't deny that I listen to his songs. Anyway what do you think? Of Bob Dylan, I mean.
Okay, my mind's going a mile a minute right now so I'm sorry if I jump around alot. You know how people always announce that they have to 'go pee'? I have a theory as to why, a few theories actually. My favorite one is that half the fun of saying something like 'I have to pee' is that the other person didn't need to know it.
I don't know what it is but recently I've been feeling super happy. Unbeknownst to most people the end of '09 and the beginning of 2010 were really hard times for me. Things got bad, and I mean really bad, I had never experienced that level of bad before. And the worst part is I know that there are other people in the world who have it ten times worse, and although my family is a tangled and utterly imcomprehensible mess, I'm really glad that I have one.
Anyway lately I've been really happy, maybe its Spring's sunny weather or a new perspective on things, or most likely my wonderful, absolutely amazing friends. Hmm, I think it's the latter of the three, really they are amazing, I don't know what i did to deserve such great friends.
Really, I'm going to need reconstructive jaw surgery from smiling so much.
There's something weird all over my desk...it isn't water, because it's sticky but dry at the same time. This concerns me.
Oh! Okay, so I have to make an extra credit poster in Algebra on the Pythagorean Theorem. We need to make our own word problem and illustrations and everything, and mine is about a pirate! Are you up for the challenge? Can you solve the ultimate Pythagorean Theorem question?
Okay, so here it goes:
Zack encountered a math problem that he couldn't solve. The problem went like this:
Sid the pirate stood on a beach five miles away from his ship and three miles away from a chest of burried treasure. How far away from the burried treasure is Sid's ship? (Side B is 3 mi. and side C is 5 miles, find A)
How far would Sid have to travel to get to the the treasure and then back to his ship?
I know, this is probably the simplest Pythagorean Theorem problem known to man, the answer is four, which means the bonus question is seven. Haha, this makes Zack from the word problem look extremely simple, seeing as he couldn't solve the problem...although my brother Zack did it in his head :p
Anyway to my friends, who are pretty much the only people who read this, one again I love you all. I'm also in a very sentimental mood so expect very large hugs tomorrow...which is Thursday for those who read this later on in the week.
Well, I think my work's done here.
Feliz Cinco de Mayo,
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Well then I was at the super market yesterday, buying milk since we ran out and I really wanted cereal, and I got in line when I realized the man infront of me was very, well, obese. He was also very stout and only a few inches taller than me, so while he was paying I went up on my tippy toes and feeling very much like a secret agent I looked over his shoulder and you know what? I couldn't see his toes! His belly was in the way.
Later I said I'd tripped and then apologized for getting so close to him.
Now, this message is to Kumquat:
I now know how fat you must be to not see your toes! I'll show you Monday =]
...and now my last lollipop is all gone...how sad.
I look forward to the future.
Anyway, onto the real subject at hand. I just came back from my step-dad's, cousin's wedding. I only knew about a hand full of people there and whoever I did know I haven't seen since I was five. I had people I didn't even know coming up to me and saying, "Oh, you've gotten so tall!" Little do they know, I haven't actually gotten any taller but have developed the ability to wear very high heels, making me appear taller.
The ceramony was beautiful, there's something magical about weddings, even if you don' know the bride, groom, or half of their guests.
At said wedding I met Devin, the tall, blonde, and charming type. He happened to be the same age and grade as me so we danced and had ridiculously witty conversations with one another. I was being a bit flirty, seeing as one of my friends thinks I need to 'get back on the dating' train. But I knew nothing would come out of my short-lived friendship with Devin, seeing as he was either a byofriend of one of my extremely distant relatives or he was one of my exremely distant relatives. Either scenario wasn't desirable.
After talking for a while I found out that he was my cousin Tiffany's date, and that they'd gotten into this huge fight during the ceramony and weren't talking. So I dragged both of their gorgeous, blonde butts into the kitchen and talked some sense into them. So they're back together and I'm, well, me.
That's okay, maybe I'm not ready to climb back onto the dating train just yet or maybe I'm just not meant to be a passanger at all, I'll be the conductor instead.
Oh, so quick subject change that relates to the title. You know those mini colored disco balls that you plug into the wall and can win at most arcades for a couple hundred tickets? Well they had that during the wedding and my step-grandfather pointed at the colors on the ceiling and said, "Look, they've got lazers."
Then a tall, wrinkled woman whom I recognized as the band's drummer shook her head and corrected him, "They're lights, not lazers."
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
And it all begins with a lollipop. Mine, specifically. Not one that im going to invent but the one that I'm currently sucking on or licking or whatever word you want to use for the action of devouring a lollipop.
I know this sounds a bit far fetched but I'm being sincere. This lollipop is the future. I was never fond of See's lollipops, I just didn't think chocolate could possibly be good in a hard carmalized form but boy, was I wrong. I was hesitant to try such a bizarre lollipop but finally I did and it's practically a brownie on a stick, the taste is dead on. It's amazing, it's revolutionary, it's the future.
A new golden age is coming thanks to the creators of this little lollipop. So I say to you all, wether you believe me or not, you better start making way for the revolution.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
I mean there are tons of anemic people out there in the world, it's become extremely common. If I have to have a disease it might as well be something extremely rare and unheard of. Hmm, I guess for now I'll have to live with my overly ordinary disease and see what the doctors say tomorrow.
Sweet dreams and don't let the bed bugs bite!
Friday, March 26, 2010
Well, actually, that's a lie. I manage this pathetic, hoarse whisper. Alarmed by my lack of voice and ability to breath through my nose she ordered me back to bed. I can actually talk now but it's much easier to whisper. Ugh, I'd rather be at school. It's such a beautiful day, being stuck inside watching old, black-and-white serial killer movies isn't what I had in mind for the start of my weekend. But oh well, that's life. We're having a garage sale tomorrow for my friend, Brittany. It's a long story but I think it'll be fun. Anyway I have to go and post flyers before my parents come home and see that i'm not curled up the covers.
Bye for now.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
The we were talking about what was made from pigs, like ham, bacon, and well, pork. sausage is made of beef though, oh haha and according to google it's also made of pork. Smithers, you win =]
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Before I go here's a shout out to Kumquat!! She was the one thousandth viewer on Secret Agent Time, I love you Kumquat =] haha
MGMT's got some really great, revolutionary songs, like Time to Pretend, but they kind of lost it after their album Oracular Spectacular.
Anyway hi, sorry it's been so long since I've posted I've been way too busy. Hmmm I have some freakishl bug or something. I refuse to call it a cold, if I admit it's a cold then I'll have to admit I'm sick and that really can't happen when the first Track meet of the season starts in two weeks. So for now I have a freakish bug-thing.
My nose is all stuffed up and my throat's sore but that's really all...I don't have fever or headache or anything, I think that's good, I hope it'll go away soon.
It's really nice outside today. The sun is shinning, birds are singing, and the clouds are light and fluffy. No signs of rain whatsoever. I kind of wish it wouldn't be so pretty, if it were stormy and gloomy then I'd have an excuse for being holed up inside all day. Oh well. Oh so it's not just my freakish-bug that's causing me to shy away from the outside world, my parents went to Vegas for the weekend so I'm not allowed to go anywhere or hangout with anyone. I get to stay inside and be taunted by such beautiful weather...I'm suddenly looking forward to Monday.
Yesterday my brother and I were hanging out (inside) and he brought up a very good point. The difference between North California and South California is scary. Like Northern Californians say 'hella' in place of the words very or really. For example:
"That's hella funny" or "It was hella scary"
It drives most Southern Californians (for those who don't know I'm from SoCal) crazy. We also differenciate ourselves even further by classifying eachother as SoCal and NorCal. Can't we just all be one big California? I don't know. I have this bad feeling that we're going to end up like Dakota and split into two seperate states. Then we'd have fifty-one states...unless North and South Dakota decide to resolve their issues and become one state, though I doubt that'll happen.
Oh! So random new topic, you know how Tim Burton puts Johnny Depp in all of his movies because they're best friends? I've noticed something. He likes using another actor, well actress, regularly. Helena Bonham Carter, she and Burton are dating and have two kids together...I think. She's been in Fight Club, Wallace & Grommit, and Harry Potter. Then the other day I was watching Sweeney Todd and realized she plays Mrs. Lovett. A day after that I was watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and saw that she plays Charlie's mom. She's also going to play The Red Queen in Alice in Wonderland.
I thought that was kind of cool, I never noticed how many movies she was in before untill now. So, I guess that's all, I have a story to tell about a recent mission, but I'll put it on a different post.
Goodbye for now.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
My Orthodontist put those on me today. I now know. Guess what? It's a pain. The amount of effort it takes me to eat a cookie now is very undesirable. I have to take them off and put new ones on everyday and I have to take them off before eating then put then on afterwards, lunch at school's going to be a hassle. When I got home I decided to experiment and see if I could eat something small, like a bite-sized Teddy Grahm. This does not work. I repeat-do not try at home.
I can't fully open my mouth all the way with the rubber bands on so I had to suck on it...that's what she said...haha sorry I've been watching The Office way too much lately. Anyway it's a pain but I'm always up for a new challenge. So there's a bright side after all.
Oh and then halfway through the appointment the assistent orthodontist was taking out my old wires inorder to put new ones in. When he started to put in the news ones something was wrong with my back bracket and the wire wouldn't go in all the way, so instead of stopping and checking to see what was wrong with it he continiously pushed the wire which caused it to slip and impail the inside of my cheek. It's as fun as it sounds, trust me.
So while my cheek was being stabbed as a distraction I began thinking of the do's and don'ts of rubber band colors. Like one time I'd gone with orange because for some reason I thought it would look cute. Orange is a definete don't. After a few days it fades and makes your teeth look yellow. Green's okay but I'd stay away from black, in my opinion it makes it look like you have a bunch of oreo cookie stuck in your teeth.
That's by itself I mean, black actually looks really good when paired with other colors like green or orange. I've never actually tried red but it looks good on others. Um personally I like blues and purples they match alot of things and the colors just stand out more. I tried pink once, that wasn't too bad either.
Thats pretty much all. I had alot more to say but fortunately for you I can't remember. It'll come to me sooner or later. Oh! Just remembered...haha.
My computer's being even weirder now...if that's even possible. When I turn it on a little message pops up saying that the USB drive that I've inserted isn't recognized, but the only thing inserted in my USB drive is my internet connector. So I clicked on update and it said my version was already up to date but it still wasn't recognized which meant I wasn't getting internet.
I disconnected then re-connected it but still nothing. I did that a few more times then my computer says that I need to replace the USB drive, which really is no bueno. Finally, I disconnected it then re-connected it one last time, fingers crossed and then I heard a little beeping noise and my internet was working again!
I'd take my lovely dinosaur into the computer doctor but they're expensive and they've fixed it for me a few times already...I guess I'll just figure this one out on my own and hope nothing explodes.
Wish me luck!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Now it's getting worse. When I turn on my computer the first time it'll go straight to the blue notification-thing. Now the electronics are turning against me. Wondeful.
and I found some amazing pictures that I forgot I had! You know you're just dying to see them.
Me on the left, my little brother in the middle and my oldest on the right. Oh how I miss Idaho. Oh, that's where these photos were taken by the way. It hasn't snowed in my part of California in ages, literally. It's good to be home though. Time to go...I don't exactly know where to but that's what makes it fun.
I haven't been on any new missions lately so I think I'll just ramble for a bit.
Onto something hopefully more fascinating. Don't you hate it when you brush your teeth then have to eat?
I was getting ready to go to Burbank for my Mom's braidsmaid dress fitting so I'd brushed my teeth, had an epiphany, and all that jazz. I went through the kitchen to get to my Mom's room to get a blow dryer and on the way I grabd a cookie. Two seconds later I realized I'd just brushed my teeth and eating said cookie would mean that I'd need to brush them again. So it's now sitting in front of me tauntingly.
Oh! I saw the movie Julie & Julia yesterday, to my surprise it was pretty good. The ending was a little odd and the main character was a bit too obsessed with Julia Child but otherwise that it was cute.
Has anyone ever had Fruit Stripes? Best gum ever. The flavors are really good but it only lasts for about five minutes, the coolest part ever though is that the pictures on the wrappers are stick on tattoos! That blew my mind. Although it's an older brand that's been around for years it's still revolutionary.
Speaking of blowing minds, did you know the movie Oliver and Company is actually another version of Oliver Twist? The little orange cat's an orphan and he meets the cool, popular street dog, Dodger, and then there's big, mafia-like, cigar smoking bad guy, Mr. Sykes! It wasn't until the other day when I was watching it that I made the connection between the Disney film and the book by Dickens. In a way I'm dissapointed it took so long for me to figure that out but it's still so...enlightening.
Moving onto a new topic, everything I own keeps breaking. I kid you not, the entire front cover of my phone can come off, my ducky umbrella has a hole in it, the filter in my fish tank short-circuted although it's now been replaced, my shutters won't properly open and close so I have to pull them up completely, my alarm clock's going off at random hours-I'm pretty sure that's short-cicuted too, and last but not least, a latch on my window is broken so now I can't lock it or close it all the way.
My room's officially started a mutiny.
Well finally I have to go, off to Burbank it is.
Bye for now,
Saturday, January 23, 2010
I don't know it's just odd, I mean maybe to others it may not seem like it but when I really take a step back and look at things I'm a different person than I was in the past years. I think the scariest part is how fast time's moving. Suddenly I'm in one moment and then it's gone. Just like that and I find myself in the next moment but then that one;s gone too. I guess that's the only way to really get by is taking things one moment at a time.
My brother brought something to my attention, we're all just waiting to grow up, but what happens when we finally do and the wait is over?
I don't know, I mean it's all just one big mystery. I guess that's what makes life interesting.
I'm sorry if none of this made any sense, All rational thoughts left my brain sometime after ten.
Well, good night-or more appropriately, good morning =]
Friday, January 22, 2010
I love the rain! It's such a peculiar phenomenon...gotta love big words =]
It's been pouring non-stop for the past week, it's great, the possibilities are endless in the rain, and in the sun, I guess.
Haha sorry, Ive been unusually happy lately, which is good. I think it's the rain. For a while even my happy memories made me sad but lately things are different.
School's going good, I mean numbers are making sense to me for once and there's been a lot of adventures, so I think things are really starting to look up.
The guy department isn't going very well, but it's cool, he's a good guy and sometimes I think attemtping a relationship would screw things up, it's happened before so I'm just a wee bit wary of my actions this time. I'd rather be friends than nothing at all, so for now I'm just going to chill and shut my mouth, haha lock it up and throw away the key =]
Sayings are always more fun to say when they're old.
Oh, I got caught in a monsoon the other day! It was crazy me and two of my friends were sharing one umbrella and bam! The rain starts pouring down and the wind blowing extremely hard and the umbrella's having a seizure, it was quite an interesting moment.
I have practice tomorrow at ten, well ten thirty if you want to be precise and then it's at eight thirty on Sunday.
Even if it's raining we'll still be running since we're 'distance kids'. Our coaches always treat the long distance and cross country runners differently, they think we can handle more, but they're right.
We have practice no matter what weather conditions but it's all good since it's always fun. I'll probably end up pulling an all-nighter then crashing either during or right after practice tomorrow.
Hmm, my Mom's sleeping in the room next to mine. It's my sister's room but she's out of state right now. She's talking in her sleep, my Mom, not my sister, the walls are ridiculously thin so i can pretty much hear everything that goes on throughout the entire house.
I got the Pokemon song as my ringtone, that's not very relevant, sorry but it sure is exciting.
Anyway I think I'm going to go stare at the walls or something, I'm getting kindof hungry again...I wonder where those Skittles went...
Anyway thanks for reading!
Oh, wait one more thing Mango Arizonas are amazing, I mean I knew that Sobes were pretty good but the other day I tried an Arizona and was like, 'wow!' haha sorry about my little outburst, the can's still on my desk...so yeah.
Well, good bye for now.